It seems that things should be working out for me, for soon in time to come, I'd be relocating to be with the one I love and a new job and such.
But it seems that there's so much to think about and somehow not much solutions. My manicurist (to whom I go for some rejuvenation every now and then, after a long bout of stress at work and little sleep - sleep just 3-4 hours on average a day)...well, she said I seem to have a lot of things on my mind.
Indeed, it is true...so many problems to resolve and somehow, I am on my own. It's really stressing me out but I do try to maintain a cheerful disposition for everybody to see even though I am crying so much inside. Where can I seek solace in life?
The legacies of the past, how could they ever be resolved? Prospects of the new job are much lower than I can earn here to pay my commitments. If I remained in KL, I would have gone on another job of my specialisation, because after last year's crisis, I told myself that coming to this present place was just interim, but life seems to have taken on another path.
I really hope that it's for the better, that I can make him happy and the same for me too. I guess I have to trust God and let him lead the way.
But it seems that there's so much to think about and somehow not much solutions. My manicurist (to whom I go for some rejuvenation every now and then, after a long bout of stress at work and little sleep - sleep just 3-4 hours on average a day)...well, she said I seem to have a lot of things on my mind.
Indeed, it is true...so many problems to resolve and somehow, I am on my own. It's really stressing me out but I do try to maintain a cheerful disposition for everybody to see even though I am crying so much inside. Where can I seek solace in life?
The legacies of the past, how could they ever be resolved? Prospects of the new job are much lower than I can earn here to pay my commitments. If I remained in KL, I would have gone on another job of my specialisation, because after last year's crisis, I told myself that coming to this present place was just interim, but life seems to have taken on another path.
I really hope that it's for the better, that I can make him happy and the same for me too. I guess I have to trust God and let him lead the way.